Holy mother of everything that has been and will be considered good

I am LATE!! LIKE.. ALMOST A MONTH!! Sincerest apologies to the.. one person that reads my blog (me). A lotta shit happened and it was scary and eughggg god I hated all of everything that happened >:( NEVER doing the shit I did again. Word to all that listens. I'll summarize some stuff in a watered down way because my blog is supposed to be silly and fun and NOT depressing. I messed up big time with something hid for a few days almost died those days and fell back into my drinking habit (yeah shitty habit to FALL BACK INTO at 19. All that is implied is true.) Anyway that fucked me royally and I eventually went and apologized but shit just didn't sit right with me after so, I went on my own weird little uh thing. All during a manic episode. I hung out more with other people that I hardly knew, broke a rib (I think), and other shit that I'm too lazy to say. I still was like with friends I already knew b4 obviously like it's stupid to ALWAYS be with strangers. Shout-out 2 Roxy and Nate n the rest of the HH gang!! Love y'all and thank you for being with me during that whole weird set of weeks. Anyway negative shit out of the way and into positive shit.

 I started drawing more and more and I'm starting to actually feel confident in my skills. Obviously I'm not gonna parade myself around as a full blown artist yet, BUTTT (not sure about comma placement but fuck you bite me) I still feel good about where I'm at and I have good feelings about where I will be. I also started to lose some really unhealthy habits that fucked me over like crazy (yeah I lost a couple but regained the worst that's my bad). These habits are more social and delve into territory I don't wanna talk about just get on this.. {EDIT: I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT I WAS TRYING TO TYPE HERE SO NO CORRECTIONS SORRY} Anyway the final good thing from my experience was the movies I've been watching. REALLY GOOD STUFF!! HIGHLIGHTS WOULD BE; DRIVE, THE BREAKFAST CLUB, BLADERUNNER 2049, AND FB'S DAY OFF. As I am typing this I am terrified because I heard a knock on my window that is 7 feet off the ground and that shit sounded REAL heavy. So I'ma end this right now and get defense up and turn on the alarms. 

THIS WAS GABY (TENEBRISO) AND IM FUCKING OUT!!!