girl help

i'm reverting to my 18/19 year old self; watching old music videos, getting into roleplay, struggling to write smut (thinking about smut's easy - writing coherent sentences is something else)...

i'm even hyperfixating on the exact same things i was back then too; obey me! and twisted wonderland.

at least there's no global pandemic going on at the same time- what do you mean covid cases are surging again.