i dreamt i died a while ago

1. i dreamt that i was somewhere in my living room just chilling on my laptop
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   when i saw the angel of death standing in front of the door to my room i believe ?

but he wasn't scary though 

he wasn't holding out a blade or appeared big and strong and fearful and trying to scare me or anything

he was just standing there

waiting for me 

i felt my soul being pulled away and i asked him to wait just a little longer 

and he stopped pulling my soul and just stood there

i remember i spent those last moments in my life telling my boyfriend i loved him before a sudden fade to black 

next thing i know i woke up in an extremely dark room 

it felt like i just woke up from a weird dream (even though i was still IN the dream)

and i woke up and saw an old friend of mine and a friend i made in college and there was an entirely new friend i saw who i had never even met yet in this odd place 

it wasn't hell 

far from it actually 

but it wasn't heaven either 

i felt like i was in some sort of waiting space 

i remember there was a gate leading to some food stalls and we just sat around a table talking to each other talking about how we can't wait for the day of judgement to thappen 

and that new friend 

i don't remember their name 

but i remember their *discord profile* for some reason funny enough 

from before i died while i was looking at my discord DM list 

it was really purple / blueish

it was one of those colors or a mix of both but i remember alot more purple than i remember blue 

it wasn't a bad dream honestly

it was calm

i hope i get to meet that friend from my dreams someday.