Life ~ ⋆˚✿˖°

in my restless dreams

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i dont know if anyone will read this but i'm so bored so hello /ᐠ > ˕ <マ

i have a cold right now so i've been taking some time off school - i used to love school but now its definitely more of a hassle to get up and get ready. its not that school is bad, actually school is somewhat fun its just that i dont want to go...i dont want to do anything.

But not in a depressing way, i... don't think. i find myself romanticising all my feelings i mean, atleast im telling myself its okay to feel that way? 

i dont discard my feelings but i dont tell anyone about it. i hate people worrying about me, thinking about me. i want to live life like a youtube account with 0 followers. ill vaguely post my every thoughts on my story though but thats only because i only exist online irl im nothing.

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Thanks for listening ₊˚⊹ᰔ