9/7/24

I don’t know if what I’m about to do is the right thing to do, but I feel like I should do it anyway, although I know in my mind I shouldn’t do it, I’m so confused, I can’t tell how I should proceed, or if how I been going about it this whole time was wrong. The rational thing to do isn’t what I want to do, my chest tells me to do something irrational because my mind tends to reminisce about the past. But the past is in the past right? It’s over and what’s done is done. Ugh—-..I don’t know what I’m doing :(