im so nervous to start college!!!! wtf?

god i feel old. am i really wanting to waste my years studying, for fucking... graphic design??>??? is it even worth it in this day and age???? if my financial aid doesn't go through i am so fucked. i am so stressed out. why am i required to buy a 800 dollar computer, and learn Photoshop. aka, the most annoying program in existence.

WHYYYYY