rant #1

how do people just become friends after talking for months and kissing??? also he said he was falling in love with me??? dawg i got love bomb while i struggling with trusting again he can move on and just find someone new. weird tbh i hate feeling like this especially when said person became my best friend??? like i lost my friends who treated me like shit LIKE WHAT??? said person and i don't even talk anymore like ugh idk maybe i miss the intimacy or telling someone about my day and getting those good morning and night texts. i think i know that someone being interested in me is a rare occurrence especially me being interested back because for some reason guys don't understand platonic and romantic relationship with girls and i know that i will never be under the spotlight that will single me out. im a hopeless romantic i want someone to choose me in every universe. here's to me a first blog i guess