school blog and haul!!

𝓱𝓲 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝓮𝓼!! 

welcome back to another blog entry xoxo!

so today im gonna tell u abt my days at school and a little haul!! 

ok so this morning i woke up and i had a comfy outfit on. i keep dreaming abt fall so much and when i wake up it literally feels like fall but im not even gonna get started because..I JUST CANT AND ITS NOT EVEN FALL TIME YET! 

then i went to school and we literally did nothing in first period, and also nobody at my  freaking table talks so i have to!! but tbh i wouldnt wanna talk at literally 8am either. then it was orchestra....

HAHAHA I LOVE ORCHESTRA!!! but no honestly i love playing my violin but the people in there are interesting sometimes. but im really trying to be more postitive and not judge people and i think im doing good.. anyways. so we didnt get our instruments yet so we have to borrow one so i get a new one everyday, and also there is no seating chart and theres like 35-40 kids there so its crayyy and just omg-. and so i have to literally get a chair and a stand everyday and my book and my tuner and find a violin and its just like AAAH!! and so i was looking AND ALL THE VIOLINS IN MY SIZE WERE GONE!!! ??? WHAT? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING ITS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE😭 SO I HAD TO GET A DIFFERENT ONE. BUT IT DIDINT HAVE A SHOULDER REST, SO I WENT AND GOT A NEW ONE, AND WHEN I TURNED AROUND, MY CHAIR WAS GONE!!! LIKE WHAT?! THIS IS SO CRAZY THESE PPL ARE ANIMALS 😭😭😭😭 MY BACKPACK WAS LITERALLY ON THE CHAIR! but i think i know who did it...a BOY. ugg!!!! 

anywayssss....

nothing happened in spanish that day, but today this girl behind me was talking to her partner and shes a little kooky btw...and she was randomly talking about how "if you bring a dead body to the farm all the pigs will eat it and there will be no more evidence left"...and she started laughing!! OH MY GOSHH!!! IT WAS SO RANDOM LMAO BUT SHES ACTUALLY A BIT SCARY...BUT ANYWAYSS!!!!

nothing rlly happened in homeroom, but in history PEOPLE APPARENTLY DONT KNOW HOW TO SHUT UP!! AND SO WE HAD TO GET A SEATING CHART, WHICH WE DIDNT HAVE BEFORE!!!!! LIKE OMGGG!!! and i literally was like the last one to get seated, but he said i could sit anywhere and ithink thats bc im good 😉 but all the seats by girls were taken so i literally had to sit in the total back corner in a table with boys. but there like not even bad and the table is like a square but one desk on the outside, and i sit there. and nobody talks to me and so everything is ok! i can go on my phone or eat or sleep or whatever! so its not that bad! and omg one of my friends literally has HELLO KITTY GOLDFISH, and IM ADDICTED!  i remember last year she had them and i got two whole packs for myself because THEYRE SO GOOOOOOOOD i think theyre at target or walmart and theyre shaped like hello kitty and theyre sweet like the princess goldfish but hello kitty. NO BECAUSE I WAS LITERALLY TWEAKING IN CLASS TODAY- I REALLY WAS CRAVING THE GOLDFISH I LIKE COULDNT EVEN FOCUS 😭😭 but if you see them literally buy them like buy them, steal them, idek just open the bag right there in the store it doesnt matter you just need to have them. i feel sorry for the girlies not in the US because idk if they have them outside of the US!!! :( 

at lunch me and my girlies did a ritual and manifested fall coming sooner and manifested that i would get to name the girl cat sweetiebelle!!! i hate leaving lunch bc i have NO CLASSES with my besties except orchestra with one of them, and i can barely talk to her!!!!!! and spoiler alert, i WAS able to name the girl sweetiebelle! and the boy is mittens <3

in math after lunch nothing happened that day, but today my math teacher looked so hot...🤭 hes so lana del rey and hes so nerdy and hes so cute, but i dont have a thing for him hes just hot...like im just acknowledging it...and hes not married so i hope he gets a girl because if hes still single when im 18 im getting him 😝

ANYWAYSSSS!!! i got some of those goldfish before 8th period and omggg it was sooo good. and nothing happened in 8th period ela. but then came afterschool. 

so im in a leadership club and im the president, and we were supposed to have a meeting afterschool yesterday to plan the 1st meeting. so i walk into the advisors classroom and guess what, im the only one there. and shes like "well where is everyone?"  and im like um.... and she says that she told me that i was supposed to text the other officers to come to the meeting!!!! and NO SHE DIDNT. she told me we were having a meeting, and thats IT. the vp texted me the night before and was like mrs__ wants to have an officer meeting tmr. and i didnt reply because 1. i dont like her at all and 2. i forgot.. and also like thats just a statement like i dont NEED to reply, if she asked me if i was going then i would reply. so going back to that afternoon. my advisor says that the vp texted me, and she didnt COME BECAUSE I DIDNT REPLY? WTF???????????? HELLOOOOOOOOOOO?!!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?! WTF WTF WTF!! SO WHY DIDNT THE VP DOUBLE TEXT ME, WHY DIDNT THE ADVISOR EMAIL ME, WHY DIDNT THE VP COME CHECK IN THE ROOM BEFORE GOING ON HER BUS??? and i totally understand that its common sense for me to have texted the other girls, but i didnt. and the VP IS THE VICE. PRESIDENT. IM NOT THE ONE DOING EVERYTHING, AND IF IM NOT REACHING OUT, WHY ISNT SHE TEXTING ME AGAIN, WHY ISNT SHE TEXTED THE GROUPCHAT?? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY IM LIKE SO MAD ABT THIS?? LIKE IS IT JUST ME? 😭 ANYWAYS. i have to have the meeting all alone with the advisor and ig it goes well but i actually almost cried. and idk if its bc i usually never get yelled at or if i cant handle being yelled at but whatever, but how am i gonna run a whole chapter and apparently RUN MY VP ALSO if i cant send a text? and guess what, my advisor said that if i mess up again then the VP is gonna have to step up and be the president. and you dont even know how horrid that is to hear. the vp is like so freaking annoying she disgusts me. and theres a reason she is vp and not president, we both ran for pres but she didnt get it because shes rude to ppl, makes stupid jokes that men make, and is all around annoying. ig shes not annoying to the other members but she is to me. and i had to deal with her for two years already. last year i was secretary and so ofc ive been able to talk to the members more and be out there more, which im so glad for because it was easier for me to become pres. im not really overthinking the whole situation now, bc i texted the former pres and she said she madea a lot of mistakes and stuff and she though it was all dumb too, so that made me feel better. like it rlly is dumb and i just have a lot to learn, so its OK!!!! all i know is the v.p, will never, EVER, be in my spot. EVER.

ANYWAYS!!! so after that stupid meeting i went to two goodwills and grocery outlet. my grandma gave me these super yummy baby food bars and they were banana and carrot which sounds gross but it tasted like pumpkin!? anyways, she said they were from grocery outlet so we went there. and they werent!?!! so we went to walmart and they were there!! IN ANOTHER FLAVOR! the flavor was oatmeal and blueberry but the thing is it was like 6 or 7 or 8 dollars for like 5 bars, and the bars are like 3 or 4 inches big like- idk how to explain but theyre small. so i just got nutrigrain bars. 

and we went to the first goodwill, which i sometimes find stuff at, but not a lot. but i was looking and i just kept finding and finding and it was CRAY!! I literally found like 5 things. and i was trying on a shirt and a lady said it looked cute! and when someone says that u just have to buy it. and then i got those super cute shirts, then i went to another goodwill which i NEVER find anything at. i was like not rlly thinking i was gonna find stuff, but i literally found 5 MORE THINGS!!! and an old lady talked to me. she pulled a shirt off the rack and said it would look cute on me and then left! i loved it so much!! idk why i was so lucky that day, maybe it was like the rainbow after the storm? because when i got in the car i was crying so much talking abt the meeting!! and now old ladies are talking to me!?!!?! they were like guardian angels!! it was so cute. and so im so super happy abt that. but it was literally like $30 DOLLARS FOR EACH TRIP?! WHY WAS EACH SHIRT $5? HELLO? I DONT HAVE ALL THAT MONEY TO SPEND!! im so grateful i was able to get them tho im rlly happy.

so make sure ur grateful for what u have, even if ur life totally sucks, at least u have a life and u have internet to b on spacehey rn and at least u have eyes and fingers and a mind! at least ur breathing and thinking and reading!!!

theres always a rainbow after the storm and theres always something good in life and everything is always going to be okay as long as you believe and wait. and whatever else u need to do!

so heres the link to my haul!! 

haulll 

tysm for reading my blog!! 

ilysm to all the girlies who read and comment on my blogss!

until next time, 

TTYLXOX!

~princessa~