Life n what not #2; Friends, music, and substances

School started again. I've had two days of school now. I can already tell the vibe is completely different. I think half of my friends secretly hate each other, or are in love with each other. I'm slowly trying to figure out who to stick by. I've seen a lot of people who I know don't like me, and I swear I almost shit myself a dozen times.

I finally finished one of my emo songs and showed it to friends (they seem to like it). I believe that I will be forming another band to play emo music with some buddies, and I am very excited. School started again. I've had two days of school now. I can already tell the vibe is completely different. I think half of my friends secretly hate each other, or are in love with each other. I'm slowly trying to figure out who to stick by. I've seen a lot of people who I know don't like me, and I swear I almost shit myself a dozen times. I finally finished one of my emo songs and showed it to friends (they seem to like it). I believe that I will be forming another band to play emo music with some buddies, and I am very excited. 

I've already had run ins with substance use. (i didn't take anything [yet]). It blows my mind how much kids now days are using drugs, especially THC/cannabis. Don't get me wrong, recreational cannabis is pretty chill, but I feel like a bunch of 14-16 year olds taking hits of their cart before walking into school just seems kinda fucked to me.

I made a promise with myself sometime last summer that I wouldn't use nicotine, and I'd only consume THC after school or on weekends with friends. Then again, I promised myself last year to not do anything..

That about wraps it up.