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I got my first HRT shot today which was really exciting because I have wanted this since I was about 15 or 16 (meaning I spent six years wanting to go on HRT for those who hate math). I decided to compound it with my first Monkey Pox shot so that I could just get them both done today and so that I can be extra annoying tomorrow. The best part about getting them both done is that I now how two less things to worry about that have been troubling me for a while. I don't want people to take this the wrong way (i.e. if I see and TERF-y comments, they are getting removed), but I am a bit nervous about my transition as I always have. Maybe I talked about it in the other posts regarding my transition, maybe I didn't, but I am nervous about losing the things that people have been equating to my value since I was a teenager. My most positive traits, even according to a former trans partner of mine, is that I have soft elastic skin and that I am "cute" and that I have breasts even though I find it hard to even want to look at myself in the mirror. I am nervous, as always, about gaining weight. My weight and fat have been demonized to me for my entire life, whether by my parents or by the previously mentioned partner. I think the scariest part is that it is uncharted territory for me, but I have to remember that I am the same person even after all these changes. I'm nervous because its new, even if these are things I have wanted since I was so much younger. Sometimes good change can seem scary too (09/05/2024). — Mars ᓚᘏᗢ |
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Emogirl
It is a big change I love this
yeah !!1!!1!! thank you, I yam also super excited!!! big change, cool change !!! B-)
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