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I hate living in a place where everyone literally looks the same, same clothes, makeup, hair, literally everything. Its also just extremely normalised to be a literal dickhead to everyone who looks different than them, i cant even go outside without being shouted at or laughed at and its so tiring. Ive had awful stuff shouted at me, been followed and things thrown at me, why do people literally have the intention to hurt me?? Just because i dress differently than most? 

I dont wanna tone down how i look (most of the time i look completely normal, not even remotely dressed up at all.) just because people wont like what they see, although i just wanna go out normally. 

Sometimes i even stop going out completely because of it, i have crippling anxiety everytime i leave the house because im thinking of whats gonna be said to me, i just h8 everything