I'm back bitches

i have returned!!! you can't get rid of me that easily!! 

alot has happened since i was on here last. first of all, my bf and i celebrated our 2 year anniversary back in march, which was unreal to me. second of all, i work at a record store now and I'm on the search for a second jod (record store for fun and first job, second job to make ends meet). i love that store and I'm learning alot about music I've never listened to before, and it's really expanding my knowledge of different genres. also i moved out of my moms, which is fucking terrifying. 

I also got my first tattoo back in May. it's a double-ended candle that put out at one end with the MIW logo in the center of the candle. it's on my forearm right over the biggest patch of scars from high school. it was really important to me that it wasn't specifically to cover the scars, but to remind me of what caused it in the first place (stressing myself out too much ie: burning the candle at both ends) and what pulled me out of it (music, community, especially motionless in white). i love my tattoo. here's a link to a picture https://imgur.com/a/04vBkIt

it's weird being an adult now when I didn't think I'd be 16, or hell even 14. I'm glad I made it this far, even if life is hard, there are good parts too. like my boyfriend, decorating my own space, concerts, and being able to live my life how I want to live it, not how everyone expects me to live it. 

started another story too, and that's helped with a lot of the mundane stress of life. writing is my best release. stories, full books, music, all of it. 

I'm starting to form a band, but it's in its very very baby stages like we don't have even all the members yet, just 2 vocalists and one of them (me) is just barely starting to learn electric guitar (when I get the damn thing fixed up). band names are all up in the air right now but we have some good ones written down. 

good things coming.