September 5th

Last two days have gone over well. Nothing of major note, this morning I added some more doodles to my whiteboards and I think it looks quite nice. Even did a Lil NPMD thing at the bottom, it's just the '1 2 Jägers coming for you, 3 4 better lock your doors, 5 6 grab your crucifix, 7 8 never graduate, 9 10 he's the Jägerman'. It's a play on the original Freddy Kruger one, it's written in the background but it's easy to miss.

Tried to write it in the same way, think it turned out cute. Oh! and I also added 'Glee', 'Bones', & 'King of the Hill' to keep it in my conscious mind. I really do wanna get through those series, I just struggle with consistency and need visual reminders.

Still being social and I think I'm getting a better grasp on who I wanna be. I'm also like not an introvert, that's kinda identity crisis-y as I've been associating myself with it for such a long time. It's somewhat upsetting still but it wasn't a snap realization, more over the last month putting the pieces together. I want to be social and confident around others. If I end up doing half-days at my homeschool I wanna be prepared. Ready to go and make friends y'know? I've never attended my district high-school so I've missed out on the early group formations, which sucks but can't change that. 

At earliest I'll be attending late next semester, I'm currently in 11th grade. Most likely scenario I start going early into 12th grade and 100% #impress everyone with my amazing personality. I just hope I won't miss out on the public high school experience entirely. That's something I'd regret for the rest of my life. I'll get my shit together though, I will not waste my teenage years rotting away alone.

That all being said, peacing the fuck out. I got doodles to do!