something 5/9/24

you were my everything 

my rock, my world.

now you are the cornerstone of another

taken out of the desert and brought to life

cut, polished and purposed.

now you are something

you were worth nothing.

you were my everything 

i am nothing 

i was nothing.

i was the beetle in your shade

now exposed to the vultures

scorched on the sand.

but why would i beg for you?

what good would that do?

why ask for your shade 

if it would have castles fall to their knees?

the world you carry upon your back is far too great to crumble down

for the sake of a beetle.

someone was feeling some big emotions lol

i bet on losing dogs- mitski

chat i just want someone to bet on me (the losing dog)