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(im diagnosed dont come for me) i cant do friendships or talking to people lol. when someones not being as enthusiastic or responsive anymore in the slightest i feel rejected and like they dont like me and dont wanna keep talking it sucks and then i try to get more of their attention i want attentiioooon. and to fill the emptiness
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Zakaria
I sadly know exactly how you mean..
I have never been diagnosed with BPD or anything, but i feel exactly the way you do. When people dont respond or start being kind of dry i always feel like its my fault or ive driven them away lmao. Sucks so much esp since It feels like ive personally failed somehow
saaame and the disappointment and hurt each time of feeling like being abandoned by yet another person
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but those situations don't define your worth!
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yeahh youre definitely right. Its hard to remember sometimes, but you just gotta keep going!
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Gσɳȥα ;)
Even tho I don't have bpd (and I can't even imagine how shitty it must be sometimes), I am a person who had DEEP insecurities regarding friendships, especially when I was younger because of a few traumatic experiences, so I (partially) know how is it to be there. I genuinely hope that you can find peace, and get to have the nice friendships you deserve to have :D you seem really cool!
thank you hun, your experiences are SO valid. I wish that you find people who show you lots of love and hopefully it will get easier. and you seem really cool as well:)
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Aaron Shevanel
I've been in a relationship with a bpd person and I know exactly how it feels, I'm very sorry for you :'(
thank you<3 its nice to feel understood. we all got our struggles
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cereza
i definitely feel this as im also diagnosed with bpd, relationships are hard when you have that stuff going on internally and you're definitely not alone on this. it might make you feel better if you take short breaks from socialization sometimes, socializing constantly can burn you out but if you just take time to yourself at like, the end of the day for example, you might feel more relaxed.
this is a me thing though, not every lock can be opened by one key so if it doesn't work then at least be proud of yourself for trying ^^
you are not alone, you are loved, don't forget that
thank you thats a really sweet reminder^^ and limiting social stuff sounds like something that could work for me too i tend to get super absorbed and almost dependent on it when i find a new friends/contacts. i should try to remind myself then to take a break. i only got diagnosed recently so im still very new on finding ways to deal with it all.
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Sayori
maybe i shouldnt be on this site