Faith

for the past like 5 years i feel like religion has fucked me over most of the times, it just gives me such a feeling thinking about the universe, i dont understand putting blind faith in something when now the world is just ten times more confusing, but now I feel like i finally understand how this world works, there will be good days and bad days but now i feel like i can predict it, likeee call me crazy but I feel like my third eye opened, I just feel so spirtually connected with my surrondings