please God save me

well, I moved past all that. shocker right? I don't need to be burned to not freeze to death and I think that's the smartest realization I've ever had to come to. I'm not going to be hurt anymore. I'm better at protecting myself and protecting those who deserve my love and I am determined to finally be better. (I'm sorry I keep messaging you I'm sorry I keep thinking about everything that happened all those months ago but I cant breathe)

I'm okay