COLLEGE, ITS HERE FML (16)

9/2/24

so admittedly i didn't think i would still be going occasionally on spacehey, but here i am. its been 4 months since my last blog post, but whatever HAHA. COLLEGE IS STARTING IN LEGIT 2 DAYS. for some reason it still hasn't really hit me that im going LMAO

in a simple list, ive gotten back into old interest and feel pretty content with where i am (though i'm trying to do better for myself mentally, we all have to work there, right?) however, i've gone to animenyc again, and cosplayed with my best friend! i went as kawaii chan (yes, from aphmau, but i was her MCD version,) and my friend was aphmau from mcd. however before i even went to the con, i went to a graet bahamas trip with my family + cousins and that was really beautiful and fun-- besides the airplane boarding stress and almost missing our flight LOL

i dont like jess' (aphmau) content now, most of it is catered towards kids, which she realized she could make bank off of, but thats besides the point. she was my greatest hyperfixation of my life, for like, 7-8 years. and now we added like 2 years, so basically 9-10 years which is wild. i used to love her roleplay content, and still do apparently because 7 years wasnt enough for me

but i had such a good experience as i usually do, and maybe if i have the funds next year i'll go. i find it weird that for a good chunk of my life i really was set on not going to college because i deemed it as useless, but here i am really kissing my colleges asshole clean LMFAO but yeah. still crazy to me that im even going-- LET ALONE DRIVING MYSELF THERE AHAHAH 

alright im going to play dress to impress now (im addicted, and rarely ever played roblox before this point) o/