Mon - Sep 2 / Mist

Something tragic lingers in the air

It is enticing almost

I believe it deals with the changing time; almost within an instant of a new month, the air has begun nipping and slashing around

It reminds me of the bay in winter

Duck decoys strung from the ceiling, cooked crab mass-murder upon the foldable wooden table (later desecrated and vandalized by psychosis), propane heaters sitting around corners of the cigarette hole covered vintage carpet- with singed hairs if a child got too close to one without a peeping eye

Insomniac children who sit on their own laptops for a week straight

On a half-ass hand crafted wooden bunk bed

Rotting away into the nights

So cold

Fruit flies surrounding the vessel as if it had already been dead

No

It wasn't dead

It is typing away such as it did in the aforementioned nightmare shack many years ago

Of course, these memories frighten me for a vastly different reason

They aren't "mine"

They belong to this body- one I am very much detached from, like a haunting of sorts

Though, Ro%anne is in-tune with these thoughts as they really are hirs to call hir own

A bit befitting for the upcoming holidays really

This time of year is more transformative than other times I suppose

Although this sounds pretty "doom-spiraly," I assure you I say this with a big grin and twinkling golden eyes

Aside from these weird projections of visions not my own, I feel a different terrifying presence

A poncho calls, with violence shaking in my otherwise pacifist fists, and into the swamps that surround us

Not a fan
Already had to deal with this monster before

Not really 100king forward to doing it again

Whatever, I don't care for that much

But

There is yet another poor thing struggling as well

The fat g100my cloud

They are also rising to surface

Or, rather sinking down again into reality after a year long much needed break

In truth, none of this bothers me that much at all

It is moreso the chills they all give me that are disrupting my very worthless rituals

And

Of course

The weird memories that aren't mine that suddenly flash bang me can also

Be a bit off-putting