Why I hate going to school despite being a smart kid (TW: Swearing and Mentions of Bullying)

So.. put yourself in my shoes. That means you are now considered a nerd ☝️🤓

HOWEVER, you are a Belgian/Dutch student in a Belgian school. AND ITS FUCKING HOT OUTSIDE.

So basically for anyone who hasn’t been in a Dutch/belgian school, mine basically is just a hell hole. And now I’m not racist but the fact that there are so many Turkish, Maroccans and Italians. Now I can get along with some of those people but they are such an annoyance. I don’t why but they just are. If I just look at a group of those people I get scared that I will get approached by them and have to answer their weird and stupid questions.

And beside that, because of this, I can almost not find any people with the same interests as me. I’m basically doomed. I do have some friends who have the same interests but if I were to for example talk about anime, everyone would laugh at me and bully me. FOR FUCK SAKE THEY EVEN CALL ME A HENTAI KID, ALTHOUGH THERE ARE 3 OTHER PEOPLE IN MY CLASS WHO ALSO LIKE ANIME! It’s fucked man. They always say I look at hentai while I don’t. 

Another thing, I have curse of wherever if I get to meet new people, there are always people who tell him hints about me like that I watch hentai and shit, that I almost find no friends because of it.

Oh yeah, I’m one of the tallest of the class and one of the smartest if not the smartest. And last year I got picked on by a group of girls who I was in class with for language subjects. And they would either ‘act’ like asking me out or telling me they like me. I just ignored them but they kept going. It’s a real annoyance for me when girls act like they like me. While I know they totally don’t. Because I know that they will either break my heart or make my life worse.

I know this is not very relatable to some people and I’m not racist. But I just wanted people to know how it feels like to be me. I could name a lot of other things but I might just tell you that a other time..

See ya in my next blog!

-Gordon