Doing a proper blog after who knows how long!

Hi, I have not used spacehey for a good 5-6 months. Lowkey I just forgot about the site but, I want a place where I can do text blogs, I would use Tumblr but... Tumblr can be Tumblr sometimes. Like, I don't want to see my blog post next to "Sans x reader | Hurt no comfort". But that's just me personally. 

ANYWAYS If anyone noticed, I aged up now I'm the big one six!! It's kind of weird honestly, like its so weird I'm aging and such... But, aside from that point let me tell you guys everything I can really think of at the moment because it's spacehey. I get to confess crazy stuff and strangers on the internet read it (●'◡'●)

1. I've lost some major friends, I'm talking a 7 to 9 year long friendships broken, and want to know why?? Because of their ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP that both started from only 4 MONTHS of them meeting... It's weird to think people so close to you will leave you for a person they just met... ╰（‵□′）╯

I guess in the end people grow and change, but then it still hurts. They were a friend that lasted for a while in your life only to leave because of someone that hurt them in the end?? But I digress 

2. I finally had a first crush, but I wish I didn't like the person. Not that they're bad or anything it's just I didn't realize I liked them till maybe a year later. Then didn't piece the fact they MIGHT like me. However, they send incredibly mixed signals and I'm too scared to confront them on anything, so I rather try and stop being into them romantically.

3. I'm finally working on my time management! Felt like this was a good thing for me to do, feeling very good about it :3 I've been turning in my work faster and had time to do things that I enjoy. Personally, I just started using those "study with me!" videos with timers and breaks. It's just what works best for me and I also learned how to make my stuff like Canva and Google Docs look cute so it's less insufferable!!

4. I'm developing my own style! I watched a LOTTT of fashion tips, layering, and styling videos to figure out what works best for me and my closet. It takes time to build up a certain style especially if it's one you have never done before (●ˇ∀ˇ●) But, now that I know how to stylize what I currently have my outfits eat DOWN

4.5. On top of that taught myself how to upcycle and tailor clothes I don't wear often so they won't go to waste ! (I also mostly buy my clothes from thrift stores or pop-up clothes stores because they have more of the stuff I want !!)

5. I FINALLY, organized my room after who knows how long and it's feeling pretty good my room can now be properly decorated without me falling over a pair of heels I forgot to put up.

6. I'm planning to join a science competition group or a math one so wish me luck on that (●'◡'●)

7. I really got into pilates, I know it's trending right now but it's honestly really good. I mean some pilates is HARD to do but others is pretty low impact and very relaxing. I even make myself a little music playlist to listen to while I do pilates because nothing like romanticizing your life AMIRIGHT!!! 

8. Last thing (for now) I'm thinking of either selling art commissions or selling clothes that I crochet I personally enjoy doing both, but with how much education is costing I need some sort of hustle along side my scholarships

OH SPEAKING OF SCHOLARSHIPS IF ANYONE HAS ANY SITES OR APPS TO FIND SOME ON PLSSSS TELL ME the more the merrier!!