living i guess

(i'm really bad with writing in english, i will make mistake guys, correct me if you want ★)

idk why but i can't get myself to do anything sometimes, i just want to lay down in somewhere, like it doesn't even matter if it's my bed, the couch, the floor... i just want lay down and sleep 

i feel like if i sleep like 48 hour straight all of my problems will go away but i cannot do that cuz my body wakes up like 7 am with out a problem, i cannot go back to sleep and i cannot eat cuz i'm tired.

i feel hungry but i really don't want to eat anything but a bagel

i could kill a newborn for a goddamn bagel

i'm going insane.