does he still even likes me

he doesnt even text me any more like he used to

i said i needed time for myself but i really didnt, i shouldve asked him why wasnt he texting me like he used to

im really stupid, for once i have the chance to be with a guy i really like and i fuck it up

i know he is uncomfortable with me bc he doesnt even look at me anymore

i was not used to taking things slow and knowing the other person so i rushed things

i always loved and will love no matter what, if i like another person romantically then im in love with them in just a few days of knowing them

idk why i am like that, i just ruin things everytime