Bored

Dude im do freakin sick of the boring ass day to day. Im sick of the same annoying boring routine. Like its literally just wake up, school, home, do nothing, and then on days im not at school im just sitting around doing nothing and its annoying. I WANT EXCITMENT, I want to take risks, i wanna hang out with cool people but almost every single time i propose a hang out they're too busy. The most intresting part of my days is when i listen to music becuse at least im doing something i guess but even they like omfg. And anytime i say to literally anyone 'i want a job' they'll say something like 'then you'll never have free time' SHUT UP! FREE TIME IS THE WORST WHEN YOU HAVE A LOT OF IT YOU JERK! I don't study unless it's last minute and literally physically cannot do schoolwork at home unless its last minute and even then i struggle! Like i litterally become the most tired person in the world when i go to do it but then the second i leave it i have so much energy! Im smart and i could be like an all A's student if i tried but I have gotten past the point where you need to learn those skills and even then i dont want an accademic carreer I want something I'll actually enjoy! I don't want to nor should I have to do something that I know ill never do. And the shit they teach you in school (ESPECIALLY MATH) you never use!!!! Like in what world will I, need to know pythagorus theorum?!?!? in what world will i need to know the exact day franz ferdinand died? ALSO they talk about hwo you shouldn't stress yourself out while giving you homework thats 2 meters tall?? They say to be yourself then make you wear uniforms, have a dress code? I can't wait till I can drop out and then tell the principal to go fuck herself. I honestly so close to just getting on one of those busses that goes to a city thats like days away and just travel around ditching all that useless shit that will not give me any help in what i want to do. 

Dear school,
thanks for giving me the skills of wanting to tear my own skin off in the middle of the eating area.

GO FUCK YOURSELF <3

sincerely, 

Addi