Hello interwebs

Hi this is my second ever blog post so i thought i would introduce myself :)

My name is JAS. I'm under 18 and I'm new to this website if you couldn't tell.

I enjoy deep dives into old internet realms and i enjoy internet culture, especially in alternative communities.

my life is kind of sucky right now. i feel tired all the time and i don't really feel real. i blame the internet. i came on here because i need friends online lmao. i have a lot of real life friends I'm not crazy antisocial but i think it would be nice to get to know people from all over and not just the town that i live in. 

Lately I've been watching a lot of dan and phil. they help me get up in the morning because i watch one sims video before school every day. my biggest pet peeve is being perceived. i feel like no one actually knows me that well. i like music a lot I've tried to produce some of my own but i cant find that much inspiration at the moment. i like to write in my mind a lot. i think a part of why im doing this is so i can write down my thoughts (and use my clicky keyboard). i love love love the 1975 im a matty defender until i die sadly. i like a lot of 2014 era music too much to list here. i want to go into the music industry for stage production one day. i love theater lights so that might be my goal. i do art too but ive found out i dont really love to draw. at the moment i really love sewing and collages. 

ive been playing the sims. i made a charecter that looked like me but it stressed me out too much so i delated the game. 

i like to bake too. i made ice cream today but my all time favorite thing to cook is chocolate chip cookies. 

i like to read but i dont do it too much. right now im reading dan howells mental helath book because i need help but i hate therapy.  

Coming at you with love, 

-JAS