loser rant

i feel like a loser talking about twilight in 2024 but im reading twilight new moon right now i think im on page like 300 and i cannot understand how so many people think that Edward is the better choice maybe hes different in the movies cause i havent watched them yet but in the books how could someone pick edward bro HES SO ANNOYING. hes either calm, mad asf or crooked smiling it pmo so bad from what I've seen jacob actually cares about her and is keeping her in la push to try and keep her safe but edward just left her around a bunch of vampires and knew he was going to abandon her from the james stuff (he says that in midnight sun) but just stays around. i know that bella doesn't love jacob like that though and edward and bella end up together anyway but i just dont understand😔 also why didnt they just let kristoher hyatt keep his hair bru cutting their hair doesn't even make sense like wouldn't long hair make more sense since wolfs have a bunch of hair twilight is going to make me skin myself

stephenie meyer im coming for you.