little piece of writing I did [25.11.2014 update !!]

hii !! hello !!! welcome to my writing blog :3 (31.8.2014)

I wrote this a long while ago when my feelings ruined one of my best and closest friendships, warning it's VERY edgy and it mentions razors, cutting and similar topics like that so if you're sensitive to that stuff maybe don't read it, anyways here it is

" nothing could burn more than love does.

not even the scorching eternal flames could compare to even a millionth of a millionth of a fraction the agonizing pain love could bring.

simple sharp razors are uncapable of cutting deep enough to wound the soul, but love could shatter it to a thousand little pieces like a glass falling into the cold cement ground.

hardly nothing could kill the life in someone's eyes, except for love.

love murders you from the inside out, ripping to shreds an already numb heart.

there is not a single physical object that could harm the soul to an unrecognizable pile of shreds and black blood.

love is pain that transcends this physical dimension, its giant, its overwhelming, it'll burn forever, until something puts it out.

her memory, once covered in sweetness and little pieces of love poems, has revealed its sour truth, wich I had unveiled from the beginning.

once when i thought my heart started beating again, it has frozen cold, a hard shell of ice hugs it impossibly tight and massacress the colors in it.

i believed full-heartedly that i would finally feel something, feel my heart alive again, but instead of being in pain of that i have never felt before, i have become entirely numb, knowing i have permanently ruined a strong and beautiful bond. "

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/6bGac1gBHs7kUKihrudMzq

bulletproof love - pierce the veil

(i was listening to this song on repeat while I wrote this attempt at a poem)

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IM BACK AGAIN WITH EDGY WRITING HIII !! (25.11.2014)

it's been a long time (a flipping three months) since i had the motivation to write something but now I'm here, fun fact this attempt at a poem is about the same girl the last poem thing was about (help), so this one isn't as gory as the last one but ye

" i still love you

all troughout centuries and millennia, even after crossing land and sea, my heart won't seem to let go of your picture 

even if i find millions of millions of different people wich i could create something beautiful with, i still want to be with you, and only you

and i hope one day i could help put back the tears you shed, when you met unrequited love

maybe then you'd understand how i felt all these months, maybe then i could help you feel understood, i could be your pillar of support

but i know your heart'll belong to someone else, as i already know im not the one meant to hold it and put back the pieces

all the time we spent together, and where did it all go?

im dying to know if you still love me, if you still hold me dear to your heart, because i ripped open mine and placed you inside

the sound of your voice still haunts my thoughts, your face is engraved in my brain's memory

i could spent the rest of eternity staring at your face, counting the moles and freckles, finding the exact shade of color of your eyes and all the tones that swim in your iris, and then I'd paint myself with the palette of colors i have created by then.

i can't help but think, even if i already know the answer to my wonder

would you paint yourself with the color of mine? "

time for the depressing song i listened to in repeat while i was writing this !!

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/1CRVvwUopaV42bAEvoh194

I've got all this ringing in my ears and none on my fingers - fall out boy