little piece of writing I did

hii !! hello !!! welcome to my writing blog :3 (31.8.2014)

I wrote this a long while ago when my feelings ruined one of my best and closest friendships, warning it's VERY edgy and it mentions razors, cutting and similar topics like that so if you're sensitive to that stuff maybe don't read it, anyways here it is

" nothing could burn more than love does.

not even the scorching eternal flames could compare to even a millionth of a millionth of a fraction the agonizing pain love could bring.

simple sharp razors are uncapable of cutting deep enough to wound the soul, but love could shatter it to a thousand little pieces like a glass falling into the cold cement ground.

hardly nothing could kill the life in someone's eyes, except for love.

love murders you from the inside out, ripping to shreds an already numb heart.

there is not a single physical object that could harm the soul to an unrecognizable pile of shreds and black blood.

love is pain that transcends this physical dimension, its giant, its overwhelming, it'll burn forever, until something puts it out.

her memory, once covered in sweetness and little pieces of love poems, has revealed its sour truth, wich I had unveiled from the beginning.

once when i thought my heart started beating again, it has frozen cold, a hard shell of ice hugs it impossibly tight and massacress the colors in it.

i believed full-heartedly that i would finally feel something, feel my heart alive again, but instead of being in pain of that i have never felt before, i have become entirely numb, knowing i have permanently ruined a strong and beautiful bond. "

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/6bGac1gBHs7kUKihrudMzq

(i was listening to this song on repeat while I wrote this attempt at a poem)