AM I GAY GUYS ???

OK so its a pretty long story. i'll make it short

I was in love with a trans guy for a year. He fell too so we got together. 

we broke up 4 month after that because it was complicated blabla 

lets skip a year.

we didnt talk for a long time (I never stopped thinking about him and couldn't date anyone else without being disgusted and feel like a cheater). And he came back. telling me he's not a boy anymore because of her religion. And she'll never date a girl again. 

So we're here. Two women, still in love with eachothers, i think ? or maybe i misunderstood the signs ',:( ? 

SO IM BASICALLY GAY ? because im not attracted by women BUT WHEN ITS HER ??? idk

She's the only person i want soooo