funky paranoia storyyy

I was smoking ma penjmain and it was hitting evil that day like i literally felt like I was dying every other minute or something but I guess I just hang or something. I started getting really paranoid and I had these visions or fake memories in my mind of just a random  SWAT-like group breaking into my house running up the stairs and shooting me through my door while knowing my exact location through the walls at all time. So while I was literally half naked in the middle of the night i got up put stuff infront of my door to try to stop any bullets in case this group really came. I felt like they were sneaking up the stair to try to get me too. I sat down on the floor in fetal position literally shaking for like 10 minutes thinking i was gonna be killed by a random bullet at any moment but after the 10 minutes the paranoid went away and I was fine. Need that rush in my life again.