my bad memory t_t

mokaw has a really bad memory!!! >_< 

i always forgetting any dates, telephone numbers and etc!! even my name, surname, age, bd, my parents's names..!!! sometimes i forgetting ive two siblings, and i just like... "what the- 0_0" when i see them in my house.

monika doesnt remember what class shes in, what day of the week it is, or what time im supposed to be home

i forgetting to eat, if someone don't tell me i need to eat, i can don't do it all day. also if someone ask me "r u eating today?" i can answer like... "probably...?" today i didn't eat until the evening, until my friend suggested going out to eat somewhere.

its really annoying, cus i lost a lot of friends... only because i forgot we're friends... (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠) i mean... i don't remember them names and just who is it. and like "oh, who is in my chats?"

sometime i forgetting wear shoes and go outside without it. xd.

moka forgetting do something, and in the last moment, i just like "ow, wait, didn't i need to do ...?!"

i literally screenings video how i locking door for to be sure i did it. (but often i forgetting to screen. lmao.)

i cant read books cus i just reading and forgetting in the same time. i even don't remember the name of books i trying to read. T_T

my parents thinking i don't do homework cus i dont want to. but guys... mokaw just don't remember abt this shit. Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

i can buy something in internet and forget, when i got notification like "your order r here", then monika just "wow, what's that? :D" and its like surprise for me. its funny, xd.

i've a lot of notes with basic information cus i know i can forget it. 

and i don't think its useless things for me!!! i trying to remember, but i can't do it...!!! and idk why. t.t

probably someday ill die because ill forget how to breathe lol

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