Rambling11

I usually keep to myself when it comes to music becauze i know in these years not many people would agree since they're interpretation of what alt music is or emo, or pop punk is deftones and slipknot, but I always think to myself abt how much their missing out each time I see a corny ''emo'' video of someone blasting deftones and the comments glazing them for being an emo, anyways I love panic at the disco, I could write paragraphs to why how and when I began loving them which is exactly what ill do at some point, I CANT STOP WATCHING LIVE IN DENVER, there's something so poetically beautiful about how much their all synchronized, genuinely played so well, its so ass seeing that theres a hundred reasons to why they will 100 percent never come back which is ass and keeps me up at night, I think compared to anyone, which I might sound biased, ryan had the most talent that was COMPLETLEY and utterly lost, basically shat on and flushed down the toilet, not by his own hands but i'm sure after everything that did happen, eventually a person is too exhausted to try, I think its so sucky that brendon takes the cake for the bands entire progress, it was kinda obvious at some point thats all he cared about, or all he was plotting was to make the band his solo project, i knew it AAGAGAHAHAAH!!!!!!!, in all seriousness i think every band member besides from ryro just had every potential fucked up, and yes I PUT THE BLAME ON BRENDON, I think i also feel some sort of pity to brendon aswell, he was genuinely such a dope ass person with a clear passion to music and less of a ginormous ego ( its always the damn lead singers AGH) He had SO much potential aswell, and i guess people might think im wrong because, in the end every one of them changed in some way, and its just the way things get when you get older, but i think every one of them kept some sort of charm from when they were young, something that was the reasoning to why they were so special ANYWAYS, in terms of persona/ musically and generally, i think brendons the only one who lost every charm about his entire personality, and musically aswell, ofcourse i dont think that after jon and ryro left everything went to shit, no no, visces and virtues was obviously a banger that hit like no other, but i think after visces and virtus, SHIT REALLY HIT THE FAN, i hate brendon is the summary of this ramble, thanks for reading... if you even tried