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hi!!!! ←⁠(⁠>⁠▽⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ

its again silly takes by mokaw!! :3

im just crying here about how im stupid, so nevermind.

after i played ddlc i trying to write some poet too!! but to be honest i even didnt know how.... i mean... yeah i need to-.... what i need to do? T_T after all how i can write in english if its even not my native language and i dont know its well...? i guess u already noticed, ehh. >.<

but i still trying to wonder something!! 

btw usually people writing abt them emotions 'n feels, i guess? and i just... wanna write... probably that's why i cant do it? (⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠) uh, idk...

i wanna do a lot!!! its so much interesting things!! and i want them all!!! drawing, making music, 3d modelling, singing, dancing, reading, astrology, biology, botany and more others!! 

but when i want so much, i cant take nothing, mhaa... (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) how to choice only one and doing only it??? when i starting something, for example, drawing andi just noticing something new and drop out drawing for start doing something new, like playing gitar. and then again... its annoying a lot.(((

i almost can play guitar, almost can play piano, almost can play drums and xylophone (is someone know whats it? me too. >w<") almost can play basketball and tennis and table tennis too!! i've a lot of material for drawing but i don't know how to use it. monika has some cosplays, y'know? also i never even taking photos of me in them (cus im too shy, for what i just bought them wth. 0.0") also i trying to read, i've some books. do u know how much i reading to end? yep, zero! probably that's why mokaw hate herself, huh? "(⁠ ⁠/⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠)⁠/⁠♪⁠♪

i can keep talking about it forever, but, uh, i guess im already annoying to everyone who start read it... im sorry. (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

monika need to go to the breakfast, so g'bye!! (i hope u dont hate me already)