Crushes :(.(vent kinda :P)

I just went on a call w my crush(who is my best friend) and we were doing a "summer checklist" thing. There wuz a box that said "fell in love" & when they checked it I got mai hopes up! But then she said she had a crush on our other best friend :(((...The worst part is that her crush already has a GF AND this has already happened once :((...IG it's cuz I'm 2 loud or smth but I rlly do love herrrrr :(((!