8/29/24 ⪨⋆˚✿˖°⪩

sydney w.                                                                                                      8/29/24 

Q: how was your day, sydney?               

 A:      my day was lovely up until the very end! i talked with my friends at the beginning of the day, i had a cute outfit, and i had classes with my new friend abby! after school, i walked down to a strip mall near my school with my friends brooke and sam! it was sooooo fun, we went by a frozen yogurt place, a secondhand store, a wendys (we made really weird tasting drinks by mixing soda flavors), and a home decor store! i love hanging out with my friends!!!!! :3 when i got picked up, it was raining, and i was DRENCHED! when me and my mom went to go pick up my sister next, my sister and i got into a fight and i had a breakdown. it was the worst!!

 Q: what's on your mind, sydney?

  A:      well, i feel that i'm thinking irrationally right now because i just had a breakdown, but i've been thinking about my psychological state a lot. i want to know what's wrong with me so badly, i don't even care if it's sociopathy. i don't even care if i'm a narcissist. i just want to know what's wrong with me. i feel emotions like happiness, but why don't i feel guilt? why do i value my friends more than my own family? aghhhh i just want answersss T_T

 Q: what did today sound like?

  A:      it was sooooo indie folk! idk what else there is to say lolol it was just very indie folk

song of the day : i kicked a boy by the sundays