8/28/24 ──★ ˙🍓 ̟ !!

sydney w.                                                                                                      8/28/24 

note: i'm gonna start naming the ppl i mention in these blogs... if u see this and don't like that ur name is in here, text me and i'll remove it!

Q: how was your day, sydney?               

 A:      my day was pretty good! nana (my friend with the broken nose) came back and i had classes with her, so i'm super stoked about that! (her nose looks like it's doing okay and her hair changed a LOT!) however, my classes without my friends were pretty boring. i didn't get great sleep last night, so i was struggling to keep my eyes open in science class. we got to pick our seats at lunch, and i sat with a bunch of my friends, which was awesome! however, i got told that one of my friends that i wasn't too close with did some pretty awful stuff, so sadly i'm going to be down a friend this year. T__T when i got home, i listened to some japanese albums and talked with my friend jordan again! talking with jordan is great because they're really smart and don't like drama, she's just a lovely person to talk to. i went to bed a bit late, so i'm hoping i don't wake up on the wrong side of the bed tmrw....

 Q: what's on your mind, sydney?

  A:      i want to get better fashion! i want hobbies! gaaahhhh i need to get offline and go into a thrift store or something! i feel the need to get more in touch with my creativity and my passions, because that is a way i would truly love to grow as a person. i've also been thinking about my sexual orientation/lgbt identity. i know i like girls, but i was thinking more about it, and i think i'm closer to aroace than i previously thought. there's a term called "oriented aroace", which means u feel attraction, just in different ways than sexual or romantic. so, it would explain why i feel such strong platonic emotions, and why i feel no desire for a relationship. honestly, sometimes i get crush-like attraction to someone when it's PURELY PLATONIC! i hate how people think platonic=just kind of friend-ish, like no, platonic attraction is ATTRACTION! 

 Q: what did today sound like?

  A:      today i refreshed and expanded my taste with some j-punk! an old favorite of mine, midori, was one of the artists i listened to a lot today. i almost got caught listening to japanese noise punk in study hall because people could hear through my headphones.. it was soooo embarassing!

song of the day : don't light my fire by otoboke beaver