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Life takes a turn in an unexpected direction...
You say the words that I've been dreading to hear. You're asking me questions whose answers are hidden deep within me. Secrets that could irreversibly change things between us.
I look away, but I give you my answer anyway.
You didn't like what I had to give. What were you expecting from me? What could I have said that would be good enough for you, while still being honest & hiding the truth at the same time?
I saw flames in your eyes. When you let go of my hand, it physically pained me. You're putting all this pressure on me to tell you how I feel about you, but you haven't told me how you feel either. I assume the worst. Maybe I should just go home.
You stop me. You still want more from me?
What is there to say? We wouldn't work out anyway.
You ask where this is coming from, as if I came to this conclusion suddenly, in this moment. You were very wrong.
You're the one that wanted things to change all of the sudden. My gaze turned to ice as my defenses went up.
You criticize my answer once again, the fire in your eyes raging on. You wanted to have a real talk, but you yourself, haven't been saying much. You're asking me how I feel, like I alone have to decide our fate & future. And now you hate me & we'll never be the same again. What exactly do you want to talk about?
The ice began to melt into tears. I couldn't help it.
Damn it. Now you can see all the terrible things that are crossing my mind.
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