VENT // (?)

08/28/2024

no tws. this is is short.

life iz boring again. again. like always. it will always be like this, wont it? im t1r3d, of trying, of everything. i dont bother 2 vent 2 my friends anymore. everyday is a waste, an happy day turns into a sad 1 in secondz. im sens1tive, very sensitiv3, so it takes nothing 4 me 2 be upset. i cant help it. i just wanna be happy like every1 elze, life feels so damn useless. i dont even vent 2 my bf anymore, well, i plan not 2. im tired of clogging his discord dms, he doesnt dezerve that, im 2 self1sh. i dont wanna bother any1 else, nobody, nobody at all. theyre probs tired of me, and theyre right 4 that, absolutely fucking right, i wont be 2 surprised if they ever admit it XD . . i wanna die, everything is stupid, fuck life, fuck reality, fuck family and fuck everything, truly. death upon me.