first day coming back to college after a year

august 26th thoughts (currently writing on the 27th.

it was better than i expected. i think im ready this time, since im not staring at everyone anymore with cynical eyes. 

i remember being so bitter when isaw that everyone was enjoying learning while i was miserable. i still dont like college much, but im determined to graduate soon. 

at least the professors are nice :3 

my birthday is soon. im turning 20. not sure how to feel about that. im excited to eat cake at least x3