why ive been inactive :P

sigh okay i LIED. i was supposed to update yall last ight but i straight up passed out on my bed and fell asleep i was so tired. my spelling is bad but like anywayssss erm update to everything

heavy tw for sensitive topics

1. i have like no friends and ive been on my own for like 3 weeks lols. T_T

2. my friend still has me blocked, and like 1 said, im on my own cuz hes been avoiding me so thats that. 

3. ive spoken to my mum abt everything and she said that i should speak to my councilor abt everything when i see her and how i can make new friends, and she also got me a ducky picky pad :D shes gonna visit in a few weeks for my birthday so im mega exited, i love my mum ^_^

4. i found out one of my 3 friends (basically the only one not avoiding me) did some.. rly bad stuff to some girl a while ago (i have no idea how long ago) that was done to me so.. yk. he says hes "changed" but like yk. i dont hang out w him anymore

5. i still rly rly wannabe friends w that emo girl but i dont think thats gonna happens cuz im way too shy :(

6. my friend is on sewer slide watch and bc he lives in another state i cant be there for him, so i feel horrible and im super worried for him.

idk if ill be as active for a while with my blogs and stuff cuz im rly rly not motivated to type or do anything like that. if something happens i will update u all tho, i promise. i might be more active when my mum visits cuz ill be in a better mood ykyk :)

baii