8/27/24 ‧₊˚✩彡

sydney w.                                                                                                      8/27/24 

Q: how was your day, sydney?               

 A:      my day was pretty good for an odd day! (my school works in a way where you have different classes every other day. 1, 3, 4, 5, and 7 is my schedule on odd days and i get even number periods for even days. first period and fourth period is every day, though.) my classes were chill and i talked to a new friend in lunch and 7th period! i friended someone ik irl but am not close with on spacehey, so i'm hoping that could lead to a new friendship! when i got home, i put on a new artist and once again walked to the swing set. (it's so childish but it's my favorite spot to unwind!) the artist was so good and i'm so mad nobody told me about her before!! (the artist was sade!)

 Q: what's on your mind, sydney?

  A:      i feel kinda scared, because i'm noticing i'm really naive and overexcited when it comes to friendships. i'm worried that if one of my friends drop me, i'll be UBER SAD and lose all the progress i made to getting my life together. i'm very confident that i trust my friends not to drop me, but i'm worried that trust is just coming from a lack of previous betrayals, if that makes sense... T_T also, i'm noticing that i am scared to death of one of my friends. like i can't have a conversation with him because he's THAT COOL! i get scared of cool people and he's definitely one of the people i'm TERRIFIED OF FOR NO REASON AT ALL!!!!

 Q: what did today sound like?

  A:      today was sooooo j-pop! little bit of shibuya kei, but mostly j-pop. think the album "strawberry cream soda pop daydream" by tommy february6! i think it was mostly caused by me expanding my profile, talking to my friends, and friending someone new that ik irl!

song of the day : perfume by perfume