IM SO HAPPY!!

Despite what I be saying at school I don't wanna kill myself rn :D I've been on like an antidepression streak for a while and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! Like I've been finding beauty in nature and shit and I mean obviously I have shitty moods sometimes, but at the end of the day, while I'm on the train, for some reason I just love everything AND everyone, like every time I see someone no matter how old they are what mood I perceive them as being in and what they look like I just b loving everyone. Like I bet they all have such complex personalities built up from their own unique personal experiences and I am actually SO PROUD of all of them for making it this far in life and I wish all the best for all of them. Sometimes I just want to SCREAM I love you at everything and I don't know what it is? It's not like everything is going right for me and I can imagine why I could feel bad about my life but sometimes I just look up and I think holy shit I love living and I just DONT FEEL BAD?? This doesn't feel temporary either like it does sometimes, like I just genuinely love this place and I love my friends and my family and nature and strangers and EVERYTHING!! I love it here!  For some reason?? I love everyone who sees this post and everyone who doesn't! (Before you ask I'm not on drugs lol)