life updates 08.27.2024

life has been odd lately. it has been very fun yet very terrible. 

its my second week of junior year. its easy so far, but ive heard that it is supposed to get a lot harder which i am not looking forward to. 

i still haven't decided what I want to do with my life. perhaps i could just live my life in a band, touring around the country, but I don't even have my drivers licence yet. i need to learn how to drive. getting back on track, i'll probably have to go to college. probably to study sociology or maybe journalism or political sciences. 

I took sociology class freshman year, and I loved it a lot. but tbh, the class depends on the teacher. my teacher then was super cool - she was goth and punk and hippie in her lifetime and she had dyed hair and piercings and was really sweet. she moved away to live closer to her sick parents but I miss her a lot and I hope shes doing well. 

I'm currently taking journalism class. we haven't done any actual journalism so far, except for one assignment. we just play team games in that class. I cant say that I particularly like team games, but they're alright I suppose. 

I haven't taken a political science class yet, but I don't think I really want to. the political sciences teacher at this school seems kinda boring and annoying and if I'm going to pick an elective class I want it to at least be interesting. 

I've applied to be in theater again, and I'm going to be on the lighting team. Ive only been an actor before, and I've never done tech, so this seems super fun!!! 

I made new friends. and lost a bunch. one of my really close friends was sent to the mental hospital again and I think shes mad at me since I told this one girl to call the police after she said she overdosed. I don't know if she actually was being serious. I really hope she wasn't. but whether or not she was serious she ended up in the mental hospital. 

there's this freshman dude called james and he is so so so so cool and fun. i like hanging out with him so much. I would NEVER date him because i see him as a child. bro was born in 2010. that's gen alpha. I don't understand how seniors can date freshman like that just seems to creepy like what the hell is going through your mind. 

ive been procrastinating writing in my actual paper journal for some reason, but typing it just feels so fun y'know. I might just start typing more. this is fun. nobody really uses spacehey that much so barely anybody will see these entries, and its now like I know anybody irl on here. 

my mom is going to start drug testing me. i'm so cooked. at least she doesn't give a shit about me drinking and smoking cigs - its just weed she has a massive problem with. I need to get it out of my system as soon as possible. idk how

it's 8:44 am, I'm tired, I want to fall asleep. its only first period math. we have a substitute who is strict but also not really. we had to put our phones up on this phone container thing on the wall, but shes letting us use our school computers. the school computers have blocked literally everything, except for spacehey and twitter, but ion fw twitter that much so ima be ranting on spacehey. 

I really really really hate my ex bf and if I see him in the halls i'm gonna throw hands trust. 

There haven't been any upcoming local shows lately, and I'm kinda bored, but I may be grounded over the drug thing so maybe its for the best. 

I don't fully believe in astrology but there's this chick on instagram that makes videos about astrology and for some reason everything she says aligns with that's going on in my life and all of her statements about what's going to happen JUST HAPPENS???? maybe astrology is real man idk but I think discriminating against people for their zodiac signs is stupid. 

I gotta actually lock in and use this free period to complete my assignments for other classes so I guess I gotta go byeeee