awkward-ness (entry 1)

Sometimes I feel awkward. Actually I think I feel awkward a lot. aghhhhh I know naturally everyone feels awkward but it gets so bad I can't bring myself to speak to new people, sure on here I'm MUCH more social but that's because its online, I think everyone is a little opposite of themselves in reality it's only natural though because you're anonymous. 


It gets so bad I literally start SWEATING?? Okay, that's a bit gross but IM BEING HONEST !! I just hate being awkward because then that means I may seem boring to people or uninteresting when I have been told by many of my friends (Especially in 3rd grade) that I have a lot to offer, it makes me happy when people give compliments like that. Despite feeling down most of the time now I'm really happy I can be a kind of sun for some people :D

I'm not sure what else to say uhmmm yeah that's it ^_^ bye, reader.