2021 current life mode

Well with 2020 and that sbit show over 2021 didn't start out much better.  New president I'm not entirely enjoying having (not soapboxing, if you like him. Don't really care) my father dies (liver cancer) and I thought I had a good thing finally comming out to my family as Trans, couldn't tell them I was bisexual... too much lol well it start off great and they are really giving it their all trying to accept her son and brother as daughter and sister. But I see the stress it brings them, they aren't saying anything about it cause they are really trying. I just don't wanna hurt them more than I already do, so I'm trying to close pandoras box and just go back to being who I was for them. I wasn't on hrt yet anyway, so it's not like I was making permanent changes or anything. Anyway, that's my 2021 rant thanks for reading if you do