Pre sewing ramble

I have this insatiable crush on my roommate and my delusional self thinks he might like me too like Idk though, like not only is he super attractive and sweet he also so good to his friends like you can tell how much he cares about all of us. We went on a little thift store excursion yesterday and he invited along a mutual friend I met through him but the universe seemed to want us to thrift alone together because she showed up before us and promptly left when we got there to get mcdonalds. She then told us that shed be over after she ate and took hours to get here leaving us fully alone him pretty much shirtless and in a pair of swimtrunks that im pretty sure he wasnt wearing anything underneath of but then no one made a move like im pretty sure he saw me checking him out in the other shorts so I dont know why hed change to a more revealing pair if I had made him uncumfy which I hope I didnt because again hes a really sweet guy and even if I never get to kiss him hes a really good friend. Its total mixed signals cause on one hand ill mention how gay guys find musk attractive and hell talk about how musky he is and how much testostrone he has in his body but he wont make a move...idk maybe hes not into me and I should get over this crush but maybe its just that his evil ex broke up with him only 4 months ago and it was his first serious relationship so going into hooking up with your more attractive roommate whos also tentitivly dating two of your roommates isnt his tea which I can also get almost like we were meant to do stuff in a diffrent timeline and not this one. idk... it could also be too much change too fast but like...im overthinking it boots malibu like...idk whats the tea. Anyway I actually have to sew all the embelishments for the costume Im working on by the end of the day so wish me luck I suppose. signing off

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