My Life.

8-26-2024.

My dream is to be a neurosurgeon.
Saving lives, performing hours of surgery.
But, my greatest dream is to make Music.
I play guitar. I play an acoustic-electric guitar.
I've been playing the guitar since I was 10 years old.
I think I'm very good at playing.
I want to be a part of a band, or maybe become a solo artist.
But, there's a problem, money.
Gosh, I hate being poor. I HATE being poor.
To be honest, I'm too poor to afford REAL food, I'm too poor to get my phone fixed.
And what hurt the most is that I'm too poor to reach my dreams.
And by that, I mean that I can't afford college. I can't afford those fancy guitars and those other musical instruments that I'm probably good at. I CAN'T afford to live.
Every night I pray that maybe one day I will get rich, or maybe I won't have financial problems in the future. That, my family and I won't suffer from this problem anymore.
But, It gets worse.
One time, my mom came home from a 3-day work, She got enough money to pay some money out of her debt and buy us a 1-week stock of groceries, but instead of paying her debt and buying groceries, the money she earned after her hard work, went to the medicine that me and my sister needed for our Pneumonia. 
Seeing my mom drowning in debt is hard for me. It makes me feel guilty for living.

No teenager deserves to experience this, to feel depressed because of financial problems.