Life V 3

well damn i haven’t did one of these in a while i even forgot the website name but my boy cedric put me back on so let’s get this started life as of a late has been a roller coaster but i’ve had more ups than downs i would like to say that when i go down it hits different but that’s what being a young adult is all about and honestly i’m loving it it’s a different situation and things work differently but i don’t hate it and i feel real comfortable with it yk but that comes with a lot of thinking 🤔. oh yea also with all of my brothers and sisters that are doing there things in school i’m proud of y’all and is happy for all of yall trust it makes me wanna try harder everyday and for anyone that doesn’t have school on there mind and is choosing to work straight away trust you won’t start off making the most but you have to keep at it hard and keep up the grind build up your skills and take Internships so you can get to that bag after awhile and too anyone deciding on the army i wish y’all the best of luck and hope y’all stay safe and don’t spend y’all sign on bonus on no got damn hellcat 😭 let’s get into my story right quick tho i was planning to go too the army yea it was a way out to travel go to school and just experience the world some things caused me to not be able to fully get through what you can call the meps experience some old self harm shit that i wish i can undo but just can’t and for that i can’t get in and it’s like i spent all my time testing and breaking limits that i never knew i could break before just for it to be stripped from me and it’s fine now i’ve thought about it and yk what it’s life things change all the time it’s how we address the situation that is important moping sounds good to most probably but i just don’t see that as a option and don’t get me wrong trust that first day hits me like a truck and then i bounce back because i’m not gonna let a bad day turn into a bad month ykwim so i’m planning to go too school i already know what it is i wanna do i just gotta execute it now and show all my loved ones what i’m about my family my friends that are considered family to me and my close friends friends and even the people that hate me i want everyone around me to succeed and that’s what we gone do with a smile on our faces and if you don’t have the energy for one i’ll give you the energy if your feeling down and need someone to talk to i’ll be there and if your just lonely and need someone too talk too i’m there too i can tell a good joke and i would love to make anyone laugh if they need it so thats my first self yap in a while y’all got glimpse into my inner mind i can think a lot and if someone let me i could talk to them all day about the most randomness shit but imma end this one i feel good about this finally getting all this off my chest. much love y’all 🌸🩶🌸🩶🌸🩶🌸🩶🌸☔️☔️☔️