senior year and life bleeghhh

It's been like 2-3 weeks (if I count this upcoming one) of being in school and it's alr. I have ok classes, only a select few that I don't like (my economics class is SO BORING!!!) but I will say that I lowkey regret not signing up for a half schedule. I mean I had a good amount of required classes but I could've skipped on a few yknow. Honestly though a part of me doesn't care all that much cause it gives me something to do instead of rot in my bed all day and work.

I'm mainly looking forward to driving to school. I'm only like a month away from being able to get my license!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAYYY!!! I also figured out a car that I want. My mom said she'd trade in her Solara for it. The car I want is a 2014 Mitsubishi mirage. It's nice and small and honestly I kind of like it like that. I can't wait to drive to places!! I mean I kind of already do but it's different when it's not your car lol. 

Anyway this is my last year and I still don't know what I want to do as like a career yet. I considered art cause it was a passion of mine (before covid) but now it's just something occasional. I don't make full pieces like I used to and the spark isn't just there. I considered going into History, Psychology, Graphic Design, and a few other things. None of them really stuck with me though. I know it's probably not as much as a big deal as I'm making it out to be but idk. 

I might take a gap year. Just work for a year or so, help my mom out and just figure out what I want to do with my life. I don't want to be stuck at a job I don't like for 30 years just to not be able to retire. I want to enjoy things and not be in debt lol.