umm venting ig

(third blog)

um so yeah idk what to do at this point I'm so tired of everything..⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

like I'm getting absolutely bored of everything...like yt, tiktok, apps like that are boring to me right now. sure I have friends but I cant hang out with them. like i've never hung out with anyone of my friends and I cant even have a sleepover with my own cousin IN THE SAME HOUSE AS MY PARENT..... like their so overprotective I'm gonna cry, like yeah I get it it can be really dangoures to go out as a teenage girl by herself or with her friends but their too excessive like a bit to extreme about it. and then they fucking complain about how "oh your only on your computer" OH WELL IDK MAYBE BC THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO DO or "when I was younger I actually hung out with my friends"....like umm excuse me YOU WON'T FUCKING LET MEEEE. so yea :3 and then also with not being able to go out with my friends, like I dont have a phone only a computer and a crusty tablet💀 so I can't really talk to my friends and their always going to movies, shopping, to each others houses, sleepovers, GC and things like that and Can't do any of that so I feel really left out sometimes cuz their like "oh you y'all remember when_" and idk BC I wasn't there :( and stuff like that. so I just spend my days rotting in my bed on this website or blasting Lana while on pintrest (don't get me wrong its fun but doing it every single day....thats just not it) and things like that while other people my age are having a fun life ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

(go read my other blogs for some school drama in my life :3)

BYE BYE FROM AN ANGEL~