on life

i sometimes get insecure and wonder if the path im choosing (school and career-wise) is right. moreover, i'm always tired, and i have little to no free time (AND motivation :/ ) to engage on my other hobbies (such as reading and drawing), or even just hang around doing nothing. that makes me feel truly sad, insecure and guilty. but still, i have my family, friends, and the best girlfriend in the world supporting me :3

and at least i'm doing stuff i enjoy — playing cello, talkin to friends and studying system development.

13 year old me would be proud :]